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Postby Kigaktilar В» 23.07.2019

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The first time i went to the casino and gambled was at Foxwoods before Mohegan sun was even built. I had fun and i was able to walk out with money in my pockets. And if I did lose i only lost what i came with. About the time my mom was diagnosed with lymphoma was when it started escalating. It only got worse after she died, i went forget to escape the terrible grief i was trying to deal with. My mom was my whole world.

Without her i felt lost and useless. It eventually brought me to insanity and attempted suicide. I even gambled after that for a while. I finally went to my first Gamblers anonymous meeting around I have been going to it ever since but my date is only Well this is a little history of my gambling. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

I have had a much better week this. The woman who replaced my previous counselor isn't as bad as I thought. I actually like her. I have talked with my previous counselor and he is doing good with change. Nothing seems to bother him long. Wish I could be like himhimjhim. I have finally decided to stay with present treatment plan for now. I am truly blessed to have found this site and the wonderful people on it.

Good to hear that you're getting along with your new counselor. You must always feel comfortable with your counselors so that you can share anything with them. Go along with your treatment plan and all the best!

Life sure is funny. I posted earlier about my gambling counselor being fired. Several people including one person on this site told me to concentrate on my recovery and stop worrying about gambling counselor. I have since taken steps to do that. Instead of quitting gambling. Hi SJ Your post made me smile. Your positivilty sounds in good working order. Well done Velvet. It has been a long time since i been here on site. Have not gone to casino but have played slots on phone and computer.

Not for money but did buy a slot machine to play on phone. Did it to escape my troubles and the worries. Beginning to think i was meant to always gamble, just not for money. Beginning to think i was meant to always gamble Good morning SJ, First well done on your gambling free time, all of the quality time that has helped and strengthen you to continue with your journey; recovery is not a destination, it is a journey, a journey that is measured by progress. Your free slot play falls in this category and one where you have to make the determination of it being gambling or not.

Recovery is not easy and takes a lot of sole searching and choices. When the differences are great we live in a struggle between the two; having to listen to both the devil and the angle on either shoulder so to speak. When there is little difference there is less chaos and less need to escape the challenges, it is just part of the diversified adventures of life.

And if the desired state holds the greatest virtues and characteristics, it is the one that should be pursued. Thanks for the use of your topic and statement. Spouting off my thought to others is helpful to me, and perhaps can be helpful to others, even if confusing it can make them think.

God's speed. Stay strong. Keep aware. And be careful in choosing between any desired state of being and the actual one. I am new here so please bear with me as I am just looking and learning my way around but the post this is in reply to really caught my attention. So, I hope no one minds that I begin my venture on this website by chiming in right here.

The post makes a good point about gambling not always having to involve monetary gain or as I know it better only all too often loss and makes absolute sense to me.

That as far as gambling goes, It Is What It Is but to completely quit gambling does this mean for example that one should never ever in a lifetime play a game like Yahtzee that uses dice to make Poker hands for scoring or if having played Yahtzee to never play another game ever? I ask this because my first game of Yahtzee goes way back to my youth in the 70's and that eventually my sister and I started playing the game for a quarter. I am now concerned that innocent childhood games may not be so innocent after all and with my own children and now 6 grandchildren I most certainly do not want to lead them onto the same path of gambling I have had the entirety of my adult life that started with my 1st games of Old Maid for candy or Yahtzee for a quarter.

Thanks in advance for reading this post reply and any feed back is appreciated. Things are going well with me. My new gambling counselor is actually working out. She is helping more than my old one did. We are working on me as well as my gambling recovery. This has been hard for me, but it is something that must be done. Can't say that the urges are gone but i dont give in to them.

Good to meet you in the chat the other day, SJ! I'm sure counselling is hard on you. I'm glad you found a helpful counsellor. Have you sorted out the difference between "online gambling for fun" and "real" gambling? Just my opinion! I would be interested to hear your latest thought and ideas about it!

Thanks for the kind words you two i really appreciate them. I have not had any further gambling on my phone since then.

I am slowly learning to use the tools, g. I have been working on some amends that need to be made. Hopefully they will help the people i have hurt. So many poeple knew i had a problem before I ever thought i did. I remember when my first therapist kept asking me if i had thought about going to get help for my gambling, but i always said i dont have a problem. I am ok. I finally admitted i had a problem four months after she first started mentioning g.

It was the best decision i have made since my mom passsed away,which started my path of destruction with gambling. I still have many struggles today, but i am slowly making my life better. I will definitely continue to post here Sherry. I just do not get on my puter as much as i would like to.

Been really struggling with gambling and life issues. In my mind i know that is not a good way to escape, but my disease took over my mind and said it was ok.

I still very much want to escape but trying other avenues than gambling. I know it is not the way to solve life's issues, but right now it is all i can do. As the saying goes 'we only need to get through today'. Don't worry about any more than that. I'd watch a Lifetime movie, or meet my husband for a late lunch or meet up with friends or even take a nap.

That Saturday habit isn't such a big issue anymore now that I only have to get through a few hours. That's just something that's helped me and I wanted to share it with you. Ok So i am Starting my recovery process again. Been working with my gambling counselor on other ways to fill my time when life's problems get me down. You're doing great SJ, keep up the good work and I will hopefully see you in a group soon where I can share in even more of your successes : Janey.

So good to see you writing here again, as Jane says you have been doing well. You have been attending many of my sessions and progress is good. Keep it up, I will see you at session soon. Well, my gambling program is getting better. I have been told i can post all my problems here not just gambling problems.

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Postby Voodooshura В» 23.07.2019

He recently had to go to another psych ward due to his illness. Don't we do that enough to ourselves on our own? I have loved to gamble since I was a child. This is the first this has ever happened.

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Postby Gutaxe В» 23.07.2019

I have alot things going thru my mind these days. It made me realized i am not doing enuf for my read more. In my mind i lyrics that is not a good way to escape, but my disease gambling over my mind and said it was ok. Of all the things in my life I must say I've addiction felt loser than Hotline do right now. I hope to see you around uotline site soon.

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Postby Mazugor В» 23.07.2019

I am off tomorrow and that leads to temptation. Good to meet you in the chat the other day, SJ! That know we are not bad people koser making wrong choices for the sake of it. The National Council on Problem Gambling has developed this list as a starting point for those seeking help or information about gambling problems.

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Postby Nagami В» 23.07.2019

Having googled the Big E I know you will have a great time. Wish I stayed in bed. Unless you're deterministic which I ambut that's a completely different subject. Why do I keep holding on to a "relationship" that is really not a relationship? You are straight back here Bettie that is the great thing.

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Postby Mezitaxe В» 23.07.2019

I am never off work on a Thursday. Then you'll be free to enjoy your vacation! I have been having casino dreams again, strange how they pop up. The talk was http://enjoygain.online/online-games/online-games-losing-friends-1.php and i feel better. What a fantastic positive post SJ, Just in case you need the link its www.

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Postby Marr В» 23.07.2019

Then the good and the bad are all good because you are moving forward! Hi Bettie Dont worry about it you are doing great. I am really exhausted with all this

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Postby Kizilkree В» 23.07.2019

When I went to buzz the door to let her in it got stuck, she yanked on it and the plate glass shattered! I could use some prayer support so I am posting that here today. The banks are trying despertly to get u to "opt in". As of today, I have not gambled for 2 days : tomorrow will make lyric.

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Postby Balkree В» 23.07.2019

Time for work! And my last date is March 2, He was the first one i met and we still see each other regularly at meetings. Hello SJ it is good that you are here admitting what you have done and being honest. I was wrestling where I should post this blog.

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Postby Mabei В» 23.07.2019

Charles sorry i did not share this in group but like i said feel like i burden everyone. Hi SJ, it was good to see you just now. Again, all that make this site happen do a wonderful job. Lyricw Bettie Nice to see you doing so well. You think it is such a good idea at the time and are guaranteed to feel the way you did after the fact.

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Postby Taut В» 23.07.2019

If you are going to use this site less at the moment then what other support are you going to use? I went to see Jules today. Went to the fireworks with my brother and his daughter, It was very nice. Good there is peace for him.

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Postby Samuk В» 23.07.2019

Work on hot,ine. I know this is false, they have never given me a thing, I paid for it all and then some! So the concert was fantastic! For now. I guess action speaks louder than word SJ.

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Postby Mazujin В» 23.07.2019

Maybe it's the truth that I am still hiding from and didn't ever realize it. The service lyeics available to all cultures, ages, and socio-economic groups, and both sexes. Hope to catch some chat latter. I know I have to quit, I have never tried before. Today I will tell my head to shut up and just listen to my heart.

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Postby Nijas В» 23.07.2019

I must deal with my reality and the feelings that come with it. Just wait it out, this will pass. They feel they addlction on top with so many out of work they can find someone else to take more info place.

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Postby Moogulmaran В» 23.07.2019

It might be that I just cannot have a computer accessible to me at home. Haven't seen you for a while SJ. I really did want to gamble today, which makes no cense to me. Problem gambling is an urge hotlinne gamble continuously despite harmful negative consequences or a desire to stop.

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Postby Torn В» 23.07.2019

Was out last year for a while and also out another four days not too long ago. Problem gambling is often defined by whether harm is experienced by the gambler or others, rather than by the gambler's behaviour. This seems like the better choice. These features enable those who are gambling online or on their mobile phone to access help the same way they play. I was afraid to post my slip because I gqmbling I lost my clean time.

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Postby Mar В» 23.07.2019

Thank you for taking the time gambling read this. But i intend to do it my taking it hotline day at a time. The best thing if you loser to ban is to call ahead and addiction out lyrics the procedure is and so you can plan it out. Because I need to learn to do other things.

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